Positively Optimistic Day#-106: Lost and Found

“Your work is to discover your world and then with all your heart give yourself to it.”

-Buddha

Ever wonder what happened to yourself? Like somehow through your life you lost who you really are? I remember as a child I was so sure of myself. I knew who I was. Yet after 23 years of getting to know myself I feel like I need to find who I am again.

Self discovery is one of the hardest things I’ve had to deal with in my life. Yet it’s one of the most rewarding things too. Lately I’ve been really working on that journey. And to be honest I feel like a little toddler who’s just going around having a tantrum because I’m not exactly sure of the answers. It’s like I’m crying for someone to give me the answers. Yet I’m beginning to realize you can’t just wait around for the answers you have to go find them. No one is going to give you the right answers, and you’re not going to find them sitting in your self pity.

That’s why from now on I decide I’m a doer. Enough with excuses and not feeling like doing something. I am honestly the queen of excuses. I could come up with excuses like I breathe. I will say I’m sad or I feel lonely; yet I don’t do anything about them. I’ll say I don’t love myself yet I don’t spend the time getting to know myself.

Now it’s the time in my life to stop making the excuses and just go out and spread my wings. I’m honored to say I’m going to be working for a company I’ve always respected again: Walt Disney. This time I’ve decided I’m going to work really hard at my job and work up in the company.

I also want to work on really doing special things with this blog and stop making excuses about it. Writing is one of my biggest passions and I want to continue getting better at it and growing. All of us as human beings are on this journey of self discovery and self growth in some way or another.

I believe all that I’ve been through recently has set me up for learning way more about myself and I’m really excited about the journey. It may not be easy somedays, but all the best things in life are not easily given they are given with hard work and dedication. Which from now on I am going to give as much as I possibly can. I hope you all will decide to do the same in your own life!

Until next time,

Amber πŸ’πŸ’πŸ’

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